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With Mother’s Day just just behind us, I wanted to share a few thoughts on motherhood, especially for those still longing to experience it and for whom mother’s day can be a day of grief and sadness rather than a day of celebration. I love this quotation from Ammachi about motherhood:
“The essence of motherhood is not restricted to women who have given birth; it is a principle inherent in both women and men. It is an attitude of the mind. It is love — and that love is the very breath of life. No one would say, ‘I will breathe only when I am with my family and friends; I won’t breathe in front of my enemies.’ Similarly, for those in whom motherhood has awakened, love and compassion for everyone are as much a part of their being as breathing.” — quote from Amma’s address given upon her acceptance of the 2002 Gandhi-King Award for Non-Violence
These words remind me that we are all able to tap into the endless stream of love and compassion that flows through us and the world, no matter what. In the same way that gratitude is a practice and not just an attitude, the true essence of motherhood is a practice and not just a status bestowed on those who have children. Even though fertility struggles can make us feel isolated and left out on a day like Mother’s day, I believe connecting with this deeper sense of compassion (and starting by giving it to ourselves even when we feel ugly, dark and painful emotions) can heal us and reconnect us to our own power and the love that surrounds us in the world.
In honor of National Infertility Awareness week, I am inviting one and all to share their family-building stories with us. Whether it’s a story of overcoming enormous odds to have a biological child, experiencing the miracle of adoption, embracing child-free living, or being part of a story that is still unfolding, I would love to hear from you. I have grand plans for a way to share these stories in the future, but for now will plan to share them on my blog. I truly believe in the truth I have learned from Brene Brown’s work on shame and vulnerability/wholehearted living. She believes that “owning our story and loving ourselves through the process is the bravest thing we will ever do.” To learn more about her work, visit her website or blog.
Please share your story with me. I believe sharing our stories is one of the most important ways we can inspire others and help them feel less alone in their own struggles. When you were in the depths of your darkest hours in your own fertility journey, wouldn’t it have been nice to hear an inspiring or just really raw story of someone who had been there? I know we can all benefit from taking the risk to be vulnerable with those who understand this particular struggle of longing, loss and hope. To share your story, please email to me (jane@acudenver.com) with “my story” in the subject line.
I am excited to hold space for this!
We just found out that Acupuncture Denver associate, Merry Reasons, passed the recent ABORM (American Board of Oriental Reproductive Medicine) Exam. I am so proud and impressed!! Merry has shown such dedication, hard work, and commitment to Acupuncture Denver over the past few years. Merry started in the clinic in August 2008 when I was on maternity leave and has been with us ever since. Merry followed me in the clinic for many months before starting, trained with Randine Lewis to become a Clinical Excellence In Fertility (CEFP) member with the Fertile Soul, and agreed to sit for the ABORM exam earlier this month. Here is more information about the ABORM certification from their website:
The ABORM has been formed by leading professionals in Oriental Reproductive Medicine who have come together voluntarily with a resolve to meet the patient and physician demand for a demonstration of knowledge of care in this field. We have recognized the need for a certification to maintain that practitioners who are treating patients with Oriental Medicine in the field of Reproductive Health are doing so with an advanced knowledge and experience, and to allow practitioners to demonstrate their knowledge through the process of voluntary examination.
We are happy to both be certified ABORM fellows and to offer our patients the highest standard of care in the field of Oriental Reproductive Medicine at Acupuncture Denver. Since this certification is not required, it sets apart those practitioners who have extensive knowledge, experience and dedication to the specialty. Since there are more and more acupuncture “fertility specialists” out there as time goes by, we feel that having met the criteria of the ABORM and having attained status as ABORM fellows distinguishes us as practitioners and as a clinic dedicated to women’s health and fertility enhancement.
In addition to becoming such a great practitioner, Merry has been an amazing support to me as a friend and professional partner at the clinic. Her friendship and loyalty have given me inspiration to grow both personally and professionally over the past few years. As many patients have told me, Merry is very “zen” and brings a calm presence to any situation. She has the wonderful ability to hold space, allow for open emotional release, and bring non-judgmental compassion to those she touches. I am truly grateful to have Merry in my life and know she gives so much to everyone she treats at the clinic. In addition to now being a certified ABORM Fellow, Merry has a huge heart, a humble nature and a gentle, calm spirit. Congratulations, Merry! I don’t know what I’d do without you– you have my gratitude and love!
I am currently in a wonderful online class where this week people shared quotations that inspired them to live wholeheartedly. Here was one of my favorites:
The most beautiful people we have know are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep, loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.
-Elizabeth Kübler-Ross
I am continually inspired by the people I have been honored to know in my work as they have struggled through health issues and in particular, infertility and pregnancy loss. One of the things that makes this work so meaningful to me is the opportunity I have to witness incredible transformation, healing and beauty in people. I know my own pregnancy losses softened me and humbled me in profound ways I would never have been able to force without being in a situation that was beyond my control. I could feel myself become palpably more compassionate and open-hearted when I was literally brought to my knees by grief, uncertainty, fear and sadness. And I know that experience has everything to do with the person I am today. It’s certainly easier to look back and say we are grateful for misfortune or loss than to recognize the gifts these experiences bring when we are right there in them. But I think the quotation above articulates how suffering can give birth to sensitivity, appreciation and gratitude. And how those experiences that are most difficult are what make us most beautiful.
So even as you find yourself in the midst of a situation that feels painful, uncertain, scary and heartbreaking, take a breath. Know you are not alone. Know you are presented with the opportunity to soften, open, and expand into grace. Know you are beautiful. Know you are enough. And breathe again. Take a moment to believe you are enough just as you are in this moment. Feel your scared, tender, uncertain, broken heart and let it shine. Beautiful.